Normal

What is your definition of normal?

Not sure though, but I've stuck with this statement for about five month.

Nvm, let's just leave that. someday it will pop out of nowhere, and I'll be left wondering who I am again. I want to do whatever I want to, whatever I like to. But then, my time, my friends, my body - it feels like I've been controlled. I feel stuck. I regret myself taking this course, it took the tolls on myself.
Where is the solitude that I always anticipated for? Why do people ruin it?

Waiting
For a while
and now that I look back
I've lost track of time
Searching for you

The memories that was carved upon my hearts
In the midst of the silent nights
All I can hear is
Your whispering voice
Singing to me
Sending chills down my spine
Your innermost thoughts
Where can I find you?
Nowhere to found

Loneliness caught onto me
Awake from dream
Suffocating
I don't want to be back
to reality
Where you're not there
                                               
                                                                             9月 29日